• Worth Loving For

    Through victory and tragedy
    We can find the very best
    With selfish hearts and greedy ways
    We must contend with all that’s left

    Our hearts search the arid places
    Finding sorrow and despair
    Often stumbling through the forest trees
    We must contend with the tiger and bear

    Yet one day we surely discover
    Something worth living for
    A purpose that drives and consumes us
    Pushing towards something more
    With passion and pride we pursue it
    But pain and heartache subdue us
    Until we’re not living anymore

    Then our hearts align with justice
    Our eyes opened to the widow and slave
    We rush to bring the promise of hope
    But push aside the pitied and depraved

    On that day we surely discover
    Something worth fighting for
    A purpose that drives and consumes us
    Transforms us into something more
    With courage and care we undo it
    But pain and heartache subdue us
    Until we’re not fighting anymore

    And our hearts soon fill with sorrow
    For there’s no fight left to give
    And our souls so burdened and weary
    For there’s no life left to live

    But then one day we come to learn
    That we were worth dying for
    It fills us with power and purpose
    And over time our hearts are transformed
    With passion and peace he pursued us
    With glory and power subdued us
    And now we’re not dying anymore

    At a time long before—a decision was made
    That we were worth loving for
    Born in our hearts an eternity’s thought
    On a tree to settle the score
    With love and hope he saved us
    With mercy and grace he raised us
    And we are loved forevermore…

  • This Isn’t the Way It’s Supposed to Be

    It breaks my heart to see and hear so many who don’t understand why the world is the way it is.

    Because God has set eternity on every human heart Ecclesiastes 3:11, every man, woman and child yearns for a place called Eden (by one name or another), and to live at peace in a restored and perfect world.

    Because this desire is so strong, those who don’t fully understand God’s nature either blame him for the way the world is (because he’s not a good god and he’s not fixing it), or feel that this imperfect world is simply evidence against his authorship.

    A most common complaint the world over is “Why?” “Why did that happen?” “Why is this happening?” “Why do bad things happen to good people?” These are all variations of the same question, and expose a great lack of understanding of God’s power, grace, and love. Surprisingly, it’s the same question even the most devout Christian may ask during their own personal trials.

    Those who believe in God may attempt to comfort others during hardship with words like, “It’s all part of God’s plan.” But this does not help to console, because it fails to answer the question, mostly because the one saying this doesn’t really believe it themselves. In fact, this statement stands in stark contradiction to God’s nature. And by declaring that it’s God’s plan for mankind, wildlife, and the environment to suffer and endure such pain and hardship, one sets God against Creation. And this couldn’t be further from the truth.

  • An Anchor (It’s Not a Square Peg)

    When I was a kid, I didn’t really understand any of the things shown to me in the Bible. I was too young, and I really just didn’t care to understand, to be honest. Let’s face it, I was a kid. Years later, however, after finally understanding and accepting Christ, I began to see Scripture for the truth it is, and time and again I could see God’s faithfulness shine through those powerful words, from beginning to end.

    Over time, I began to truly see Jesus in Scripture, learning the reality that Jesus is indeed the Word of God John 1:1-3, and statements such as “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me,” John 14:6 began to make more sense when I understood that no one can come to know God the Father except through “the Word of God.” And that the “Word of God” is the way, and the truth, and the life.

  • I Can Do This on My Own

    I don’t need anybody else
    I don’t like everybody’s rules
    I just want to do what pleases me
    The things that fill the void
    I’m the one in control
    The one in charge
    So don’t tell me what I can’t do
    I don’t need your guidance
    And I don’t need you

    Some things have happened
    And there’s things I’ve done
    They hurt me so but I don’t care
    I’m carving my own path
    Doing it my own way
    Just trying to forget the things
    That got me here
    So don’t tell me what I can’t do
    Cuz this works for me
    And I’m gonna see it through

    You think you know better
    But you don’t know me
    You think you know the answers
    But you can’t hear what I’m asking
    The way that I feel seems right to me
    How can you tell me it’s wrong?
    The world is broken, everyone can see
    So I have to make it right for me
    I don’t need your help to fix it
    I just need you to leave me be

    And I’ve done it my way for just so long
    I don’t dare turn it all around
    My path may not be very straight
    But at least it’s my own
    For I’ve laid every stone
    And planted every shrub
    Though I’ve never brought the rain
    I don’t need you to hold my hand
    But you’re welcome to walk with me on the way

    I don’t need to listen to you
    But that doesn’t mean I can’t hear
    I’m tired of walking these miles alone
    Even though I’m surrounded by friends
    My shoes track the mud
    From all over I’ve been
    Each step I take reminds me of what’s behind
    How can I start anew?
    How can I start again?

    I don’t need to follow you
    But that doesn’t mean I can’t see
    There are things I need to change
    But they’re all I ever knew
    And I’m accepted, at least that’s what they say
    But not loved, that’s clear every day
    Life is hollow, so unsure
    How can you claim to have the cure?

    And if I take a chance with you
    Can I know I’m not a fool?
    Everyone says that you’re a lie
    How can they not be right?
    And so I stand here, daring to leap
    Hoping not to be dashed to the ground
    In a broken, helpless heap
    Reach out to me, make your intentions clear
    Speak to me, show me that you’re near

    You come down to me and lift me up
    And make promises only you can keep
    You show me everything I’ve ever done
    And then throw them in the deep
    My past is history, my future bright
    You don’t see the mud, I’ve been washed white
    But I look up and see the road that lies ahead
    It’s straight and narrow
    No room for what I like to do
    And then, I recall, life was good before —
    When I went my own way
    And followed my own cues

    So I’ll go on ahead of you
    For I think I know the way
    Maybe we’ll talk from time to time
    But when I need you most, be sure you’re there
    Otherwise just watch and see
    Because I think that I’ll be fine
    I’ll run back if I have to
    But don’t slow me down
    And if you need anything from me
    I’ll try to find the time

    I’ve done this all before, you know
    Though you’ve given me fresh new legs
    I can run this race on my own
    Nothing is different
    Though everything’s changed
    Thanks for the lift, but I’ll take it from here
    I’ll see you at the finish line
    Hope you’re waiting there to cheer…

  • Show Me Your Glory

    Have you ever asked God to prove himself to you? Have you ever demanded a sign that He might reveal Himself to you in a way that was tangible, not just invisible, so that you might have more—or any—faith?

    I have. Perhaps “demanded” is too strong a word, but I’ve definitely strongly suggested He do so. If you’re anything like me (or nothing like me, for that matter), you’ve likely prayed at one time or another for God to help you believe more, or at all.

  • Mary, Did You Know?

    Mary, did you know that the Three Wise Men never made it to Bethlehem that night?

    The Christmas Story, along with the Nativity scene (however ethnically incorrect those participants may be), always tells the story that includes the three wise men, or “magi” as the later translations of the Bible write it. So let’s take a look.

  • Hope Is Peace

    I was recently in Houston with my family, and on our last day of our trip, we were planning to visit the NASA Space Center there.

    Early that morning, I went out for a walk to engage God in conversation. During that time, I began considering and praying for all those involved in the Space Program, from the beginning until now, those who have lived and for those who have given their lives to the adventure of discovering the truth through space exploration.

    Like so many adventurers before them, in so many different ways and purposes, each individual on this earth who has pursued the unknown with the hope of discovery, has unwittingly preserved and encouraged the idea and the need for hope in this broken world.

  • Who Moved My Fog?

    There have been, are, or will come difficulties and hardships in our lives; this is sure.

    “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33

    For those that choose to face their problems alone—whether that choice is motivated by fear, shame, or pride—they will fail to move past them once they’re over.

    If we do not walk with God through the course of a trial, and allow Him to share our heartache and pain—with prayers, tears (and sometimes some yelling)—our hearts will grow some callouses with the pride of having conquered that problem on our own.

    If we’re not careful, we can allow such things to define us, and instead of moving through it, we may ultimately bring it with us, into the present; and into the future. If we don’t let that thing go and allow it to become a part of God’s bigger story—in which we have important roles, we will ultimately hold onto it as an anthem to be replayed again and again.

  • The Science of Speaking Truth

    When my kids were teenagers, there were times when each had presented me with a need for help with algebra problems that were complex and based on mathematical formulas I hadn’t seen or used since high school.

    At those times, I would try to conjure up some distant memory that might allow me to show the depth of my parental wisdom and knowledge, and impress my child by quickly demonstrating the solution. But the reality was always much more humbling (or humiliating), and I would quickly realize that I often (not always) had no ability to retrieve from my mind any methods for solving the problem at hand. Instead, I was forced to confess that I had no idea of how to solve that specific type of problem.

    So what could I do when I didn’t remember the exact logic of the appropriate formula, or, more frequently, couldn’t remember the formula at all? How could I go about helping them in solving this complex equation? And most importantly, how could I ensure that I didn’t misguide them by giving them direction or suggestions that could hinder their ability to solve the problem on their own?

    Too often, our own pride and the desire to have a meaningful impact on the world around us affect our objectivity, and we find ourselves providing more opinion and subjective narrative than we do truthful insight and objective perspectives.

  • No One Left Behind

    It should be pretty clear by now that being a follower of Christ is an active process. You see, Jesus is never standing still; he is always in motion: healing, loving, turning over tables, sharing the Good News, walking on water, and performing miracles. And it was these actions, in concert, that demonstrated his love for others and for us, providing numerous examples of just how we might “love our neighbors as ourselves.”

    Jesus is (and has always been) God’s Word in action. That’s why his ministry kept him moving all the time. He rarely stayed in one place for very long; but when he did—and while he was traveling along the way—he was expressing his love through those actions.

    It may be interesting to note that in every example Jesus ever gave us of loving others, he never told us to say “I love you” to others. His examples and teachings were always about demonstrating love through our actions.

    “What is written in the Law?” [Jesus] replied. “How do you read it?” [The man] answered, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind’; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.'” “You have answered correctly,” Jesus replied. “Do this and you will live.” Luke 10:26‭-‬28